Let me preface this entry with how blessed I am to have been schooled in the Jewish culture. September 23rd, we closed the old year and greeted the New Year. L’Shana Tovah, happy new year, we say at this sacred time.
I was taught a sin includes false promises, deceitful acts, defaming the character of another… Within the 10 days preceding, I resolved conflicts, settled debts, sought forgiveness. I relinquished bad feelings, hurts, penalties, bringing none into the new year. Forgiveness is paramount. No regrets. My honor is restored. I commit to be my truth, newly, bringing intention and attention to fulfill my word this new year.
I fulfilled the ritual of Soul Cleansing to begin the new year full of possibilities. My prayers were written in the Book of Life. The twelve months ahead would surely manifest as good health, expanded prosperity for my clients, family and me, and I would deepen my mastery in being a divine partner with Spirit. I glowed from within, seeing new avenues, new resources. All in all, I was thrilled.
I woke on day 11, feeling overwhelmed and suffering. My success of last year was history now, gone. I saw myself before a mountain of obstacles and worries. Here I was at ZERO with no momentum. I stood in this overwhelm, while old limiting beliefs triggered suffering, sadness, terror, avoidance. Finally, l recognized ‘it’. ‘IT’ was the old paradigm, the vibration of LACK, STRUGGLE, and PAIN that has haunted humanity for eons. I was face-to-face with an old familiar pattern I needed to extinguish: the notion that I was out of existence and who was I to have such lofty goals and commitments.
In tears, I started tapping* at the points noted, and I said:
Even though I am at the bottom of the mountain, I love and respect myself and how I feel. Even though I am facing NOTHING except the steepness of the mountain, I love and respect myself and how I feel. Even though I am so overwhelmed, I love and respect myself and how I feel.
[Eye Brow] I am so sad and distraught
[Side of Eyes] I am scared I won’t be good enough
[Under Eyes] Must l suffer all year. I’m anxious to begin
[Under Nose] I might fail
[Chin] I might disappoint everyone
[Collarbone] I will exhaust myself
[Under Arms] How can I top the year that just ended. I’ll fail.
[Top of Head] I don’t want to begin the trek. I’m not strong enough.
I repeated the sequence over and over again changing words as they floated to consciousness.
When I felt hopeful and open again, I tapped on the points noted and said:
[Eye Brow] I am ready
[Side of Eyes] I am ready
[Under Eyes] I will be powerful in the execution of my goals
[Under Nose] I will succeed, I am a master manifester
[Chin] I am powerful
[Collarbone] I will manifest my goals through the Law of Attraction
[Under Arms] I AM Abundance –I AM Ease– I AM Joy.
[Top of Head] I am excited to begin.
I put my hands over my heart, took a breath, relaxed and listened in silence..
Finally I heard a whisper from deep within me, “you have everything available to you, go play”. Hallelujah, for I am clean to begin anew. “Thank you Spirit for illuminating my future, my way back to ABUNDANCE, EASE and JOY, the vibration of the new era of humanity. So Be It.”
As I deepen my awareness of being true to the Soul’s purpose to bring Love where it is missing and Light where there is darkness, I must navigate my way in the new vibration of abundance, ease and joy. When a pattern of the past arises to confront exactly who I am meant to be in this colossal shift in planetary energy, I must accept it, extinguish it. As the Mother Earth is shifting, so am I… so are you… riding the waves of the solar planetary movement like master surfers, we glide and stand tall in the fury of its velocity. I remember I am not alone, I have you. Thank you, Mother, Father, Creator. Thank you all.
I ask you,
Is your Soul’s purpose prevailing in your everyday experiences and challenges? I now use Skype and telephone to serve my clients around the globe. I am here to hear you, stand for you, assist you in expanding your Love and Light
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